Last post of 2010

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My soul still steams with a burning passion

for your touch.

The memories hang like metal

feathers around my neck.

The ache that pains in the pit of my stomach

churns at the thought of you.

1 day-

24 hours

to figure out whatever pulses through your veins.

The clock will strike 12 on the first of the year,

and I wish for your lips

to be the ones I kiss.

The countdown has begun

but once that number reaches zero,

I will push past.

No matter the pain

I will push past.

You will no longer control my mind...

you will lose me forever.

A Boy Who Fell Too Fast

I'm sorry I can't be who you want me to be,

and I'm sorry you can't have my heart.

It's still in the clutches of another

sealed tight behind bars.

Try as i may, the lock just won't break

and I don't know how long it will be until

it is free.

I'm not perfect,

far from it believe it or not

but I feel like you can't see that.

Love has blinded your eyes,

wrapped its fingers around your mouth,

driven you silent.

I don't deserve you,

not yet anyway.

I'm too broken to be fixed

with just tape.

Stand back and see what he did

to my heart,

you'll realize it's only half there

and I need that half to keep

my own sanity to keep living

for happily ever after.